misc. thoughts for you.

Hi.

I'm still painting you know.

I did a good deal with the snow day we had today.

I also played a lot of Animal Crossing.

The flea market in my town was Sunday;

I went back in time for it.

This got me thinking about tag sales.

I really like tag sales. I can't wait for spring and summer.

It's not like I'm in a hurry for winter to leave,

I really like winter. But autumn's my favorite, no doubt.

I need glasses.

This isn't like,

I took a sporadic trip to the optometrist's and they were like,

'Kid, get yourself some spectacles.'

It's more like,

I can't see.

And I've known I can't see

for a good while now.

And I want to kind of sort of

fix that and do something about it?

So. I needz them. And I wantz them because

I needz them, and that's all there is to it.

I'm actually looking forward

to seeing things more clearly.

Is that weird?

The other day Cookie asked me

if I had seen the new naruto manga

on the television, if I'm not mistaken,

and I turned it around

and asked him

if he was only asking me this

because he thought I was asian,

when I know that he knows I'm not,

hell, he's probably the only boy

I've met that hasn't gone to elementary school with me

or known me all their life to pronounce my last name correctly.

ANYWAY.

I asked him this

in response to his question,

and he actually looked taken aback

that I'd ask such a thing of him

and he ended the conversation with

stating my full name outloud.

That was it.

Then we started talking

about something else.

But then I just felt bad

because it was only a joke

and not even offensive to him

or myself, or anyone else for that matter,

because I'm often mistaken for being asian,

when I personally don't think I look

the slightest bit asian,

and just. I don't know!

It was a joke.

The only reason someone might take me for asian

other than looking at me is because it's my flucking

ethnicity or whatever on flucking,

myspace.

AND THAT'S A JOKE TOO

because of all the reasons

I just made clear above.

I'm just a big joke.

It honestly didn't bother me this bad at the time.

Writing about it now sort of sparked some

hidden emotion I guess.

I think it's telling me

I should kiddingly joke less often.

I am finally finished with my monstrosity of a coil pot.

I don't even know what I'm going to do with it.
It's like an umbrella holder for christ's sake.

Three coats of milky way glaze.

I am so essciiitedddd.

I also finished my robot in the same class period.

He's a beaut as well. I really like him.

I'm going to paint all his little bolts after he's glazed.

Mia transfers into my ceramics class next week!

I am also, very very excited.

I also enjoy being greeted by

cut-out photos of

Prince and a naked Kevin Barnes

stuck to my locker on school day mornings.

Bruce Springsteen is on the way, meelz.

Tomorrow I hang with Canadian FAM

since they're arriving for my grandma's birthday

which is on superbowl sunday.

I have to clean my room right now.

I gained a total of 9 subscribers on youtube

this past weekend, btw.

weiiiirdddd.

Okay!

I'm going to clean up a bit

have my nightly cup of tea

chill, and go to bed early.

Have a terrific night.

xx